Chapter 10
Bella's
POV
I watched as Chaz got into his car, wiped
the rest of his tears from his eyes, and drove off. My
legs
eventually gave out and I collapsed onto the porch.
My head bearing inches from the cement. I slammed my fist
into the rock and cried so hard, I could barely
breathe. Water dripped down my cheeks and made prints in the
white rock. I've lost everything. My trust,
my reputation, my boyfriend, everything. The only thing I had
left was
Justin.
But even I knew that it wasn't the right
choice to
make.
I mean, after i just broke Chaz' heart,
I couldn't just jump into Justin's arms and kiss him
like I did ten
minutes ago. Even though i knew it was wrong, i wanted
nothing
more.
After I had calmed down, I went inside and
drank a cup of water. Then I went upstairs and took a long,
hot,
shower. Turning it up as hot as my body could take it.
I spent an hour in there, I then blow-dried my hair and put
on a tight cami with ripped old shorts. My hair
was still damp, so i didn't feel like straightening it.
Suddenly, the doorbell rang. My heart started beating.
Thinking it was Chaz. I would love to just hear his voice one
last time. I ran downstairs and opened the
door.
"Justin?" I asked. He slightly
smiled. "How you
doing?"
"I'm okay. Better now I took a
shower." I told him. He nodded. "Can I come
in?" He asked. I opened the
door wider and he stepped in. "So, what
happened?"
"I don't remember much of it. Or
maybe its just that I don't want to. I don't know. He
told me he forgives
me. But, I don't think were together anymore." I
told him. He sighed. He reahed his hand up and brushed
the hair from my face. "I'm sorry." He said. I
nodded. "I know. It wasn't you. He knows that."
I said. Justin
slowly placed his hands on my waist, and slowly pulled me
towards him. My face burrying into his warm
chest. I looked up at him and slowly went up on my tip-toes
and met his lips. Oh god how I missed them. I
wrapped my arms around his neck as he lifted me off my feet
and wrapped my legs around him. His scent
smelled of some expensive colonge. It smelled
amazing.
Justin started to kiss my neck. I hated
myself for doing this. Even though Chaz and I were broken up,
it still
didn't seem fair to him. I slowly pushed Justin just so
he stopped. He set me too my feet, and looked in my
eyes and sighed. "I know your frustrated with everything
right now, but this is what you've always wanted.
For ten months now. I love too see a smile on your face.
I'll do anything too keep it there." He whispered.
I
then smiled. I mean, who couldn't after he just said
that?
12 faves · 2 comments · Mar 20, 2012 4:19pm
Jaymay
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1 decade ago
NO ITS GOOD!
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imtheluckyone · 1 decade ago
OH MY GOD LORD I FEEL LIKE A CHRACTER IN THIS STORY,WRITE MORE
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