Tyler's eyes filled with
regret, blame and worry all at once. He ran a ran through
his brown hair angrily.
"Payton I am so sorry,
this is all my fault. I shouldn't have let you drink.
You probably felt pressured to-"
"Tyler, it's not your
fault, it's mine. You warned me and I didn't
listen. It was a stupid mistake that i'm going to pay
for the rest of my life." Tyler stood quiet and I
looked at him with worry. I knew he wouldn't want to
hear this I should have just broken up with him and dealt
with this myself. He remained silent and I slowly moved
closer to him.
"Tyler?" He looked
up and attempted to smile.
"Hmm?" It came
out pityful and sad, not really a smile at all. I love him
to much to ruin his life. I can't do this to him. I
took in a deep breath and forced myself to look into his
eyes.
"I'm not putting you
through this. I don't know if I want to keep it but if
I do, don't worry. You don't have to be involved.
Even if I have an abortion, it's best you forget about
me. I've done nothing but ruin your life since the
moment I got here. All I did was make you
suffer."
"No Payton, that's
not true. You know I love you more than anything. When you
stepped into my life, you made it better, not worse. I
couldn't ask for someone better then you, your perfect.
I'm going to stick by you because I love you, whatever
your decision is. I've loved you since the moment I met
you and I want to be with you forever. Breaking up is not
the answer."
"But w-"
"Were not breaking up
okay? If it's what you want okay. But do it for you,
not for me. Do you really want to break up, is it your
first choice?"
"No." He let out a
small, almost unhearable sigh of relief then he pulled me
into a hug.
"Then were going to do
this, together."
"I love you
Tyler."
"I love you too
Payton." I sighed deeply and pulled away from the
hug.
"What am I going to tell
my mom and dad? They are going to murder
me."
"Don't worry,
i'll help you tell them if you want." He let out a
small smile and he reached for my hand. He held it tightly,
in fear or anger I didn't know. Maybe both. Abby came
in slowly then collasped the couch. She looked at Tyler and
gave him a look.
"What kind of idiot
doesnt use prot-"
"Shut up
Abby."
"Ty, don't tell me to
shut up, answer the question."
"I suppose I am pretty
stupid." Abby snorted and tried to stifle
laughter.
"Suppose? Oh Tyler. Your
more then stupid your-"
"Abby, please don't
make fun of him."
"Fine Payton." I
reached for my phone and checked the time. Great. Half an
hour until my parents get home.
"My parents will be home
soon I am so screwed."
"I'll stay with you
guys too, the more the marrier right?"
"Right." Tyler
replied.
"Is it
hard?"
"Is what hard?" Abby
questioned, looking at me oddly.
"Being a
mom."
"I mean, it's not
easy but I don't think it's the hell my mom says it
was."
"Well she had you Abby,
it was probably pretty tough."
"That's so mean
Payton! ...But I suppose it's true.
"I'm really scared I
mean, I know nothing about parenting.
I looked up at Tyler, who
smiled and then I continued.
"But at least I have you
guys."
"You will always have us,
were the three muskateers even though Tyler and I bit** at
each other every chance we get, we all love each
other." We all smiled and Abby sat next to
us.
"I don't know if I
should keep the baby. I don't want to kill it with an
abortion. Before it ever got to see the
world."
"There's always
adoption."
"Yeah Abbs but, I'll
always know that there out there, wondering where it's
real parents are. I guess there is only one clear answer
right?"
"Yeah."
"Tyler, what do you want
to do?"
"Well I kind of want to
keep it. But it's totally up to you. I mean, it's
my first baby with you, that's pretty special to me. Of
course, this is going to change our lives and I don't
want you to do something you don't want to do. It's
going to be hard, but all three of us are in this
together."
“I want to keep it
too.”
“So that’s
that.”
“Easier said than
done.” We all smiled until the door
opened.
“Hello Payton.” My
parents said in unison. Great.
“H-hi
guys.”
“What are your friends
doing here?”
“Well, we all have
something to tell you. Mainly me.”
“Well, what is
it?”
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by twilightgirl995
allyrocks14295 · 1 decade ago
please continue
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