Ever Since



you walked out of me life, I hate doing even  the  simplest  things.


I hate hanging out with my friends because  I  know  that  if I still


had you,  that  would  be  us  spending time together. I hate long


 car rides  b e c a u s e  the one thing  that once made me tolerate 


them  was  texting  you  the  whole  way.  I  hate  that  moment


when I finish my homework & I'm bored, unsure  of  what  to  do


next  because  if  this  was  a  few  months  ago,  I wouldn't even


hesitate  to  pick  up  my  phone  &  dial your number, which I still


know by heart. I hate how simply living my life gives me constant


reminders that everything has changed just because you suddenly



decided I'm a waste of your time