Jazmin,
It's been a week and
four
days since you took your life.
It's been really hard.
School is so different.
When we have to pass our
homework forward in math class,
I'll turn around and reach out
my hand for you to pass me
your homework...but you're not there.
It still doesn't feel real.
You're wake was bad.
We started driving away
and I wanted to hop out of the car
because I felt guilty.
I felt like I just rushed right
through and I didn't even get
to say goodbye. I wish I could re-do that.
You were so, SO beautiful,
smart, loud, crazy, funny,
and so much more.
I miss talking to you at lockers
I miss having you in all of my classes
I miss listening to your voice
I miss you
Why did you have to
go?
3 faves · Feb 18, 2012 5:16pm