it's so hard to be
strong
when you can't
do anything right. when you're always set up for failure.
when you're second best. when you're second choice. when
you don't know who you are anymore, and if you're honest,
you don't even want to know. when you're fat and that
isn't changing no matter what diets, pills or excersises you
try. when people in your life need you but you can't even fix
yourself, let alone them. when you're afraid of yourself,
your own mind. when you don't even know what you're
capible of doing to your body. when you don't what
you're capable of lying about or who you're capable
of lying too. when you're screaming for everything to just
come to an end. when you feel as if you're living every
mistake you've ever made. when you're crying for every
person you've ever hurt. when you're a mess, just a
useless, disgusting, unwanted mess. when you're made of flaws.
when you're so broken
