You don't know what it's like
you don't know what it's like to cut, until you have the blade at your wrist.
you don't know what it's like to want to die until you swallow the pills. 
you don't know what it's like to hate yourself until you constantly threaten yourself.
you don't know what it's like to feel ugly until you look in the mirror and feel disgusted with what you see.
you don't know what it's like. so stop pretending you do.