Sunday was exactly 2 weeks before my 18th birthday...

I just found out that my little brother Ryan, (not actually my little brother, but we were so close and looked so much alike we could pass as brother and sister.. so yeah) was in a car accident after the game and didn't make it... )':
I haven't seen him in a couple of years because he moved with his best friend to California while I'm in Ohio still, but it still hurts a lot. He was only 17, and didn't deserve it. Sure he did a lot of stupid things and made people mad, but we all loved him no matter what. </3

I need my Witty girls, and guys, to help me get through this....

"In the blink of an eye, I never got to say goodbye. Like a shooting star, Flyin' across the room, So fast so far,  You were gone too soon. You're a part of me, And I'll never be, The same here without you, You were gone too soon. </3"

You didn't deserve this Ryan. I miss you so much already. Be safe, protect me, and watch over me from Heaven. I'll see you again someday, but you should be here with us (me, David, and Emily). We love you Ryan, always, no matter what things have ever been said or anything. ♥