little
girl, why are you so lost in this world? can't you
handle it when it spins, when it twirls?
don't you understand it's a black and
white chess game, but you're just
stuck in stalemate?
can you not just pretend it's all fine? even though
you don't even have the emotional strength to face
people?
why do you think that time is just passing by with no real
reason?
you feel so alone even when you are sitting in a
room full of people.
you must put on a face and hide your feelings because no
one would care if you told them anyway.
why is it that you lose friends because you can't find
the strength to go out and you just can't physically be
'happy' with them?
isn't it just silly to cry yourself to sleep, hoping
you wont wake up then when you do you are
exhausted from the night before, and it all
starts again?
try to hide your feelings if you must, hope no one will
notice..but if you slip up all you get called is attention
seeking
why would you chose that for yourself?
why can't it all stop, little
girl?