I'm not bullied.
I just have this really low self-esteem. I don't even know why.
Nobody has truly ever pushed me to the edge.           But I'm
always thinking about other's opinions.        I'm always afraid
 of being laughed at or hated.            I'm afraid of being bullied.
 I'm so afraid of it, that I'm afraid of being social.        I'm afraid
 of being hated and judged and picked on and laughed at.   I'm
  not confident with myself.               It's really freaking pathetic.
  I just think there's too much wrong with me.     There's nothing
  good or likeable about me.            I'm not funny. I'm not pretty.
  I'm not talented. I'm not anything special.         Now that I think
  about it, maybe I really am bullied.                     But I'm bullied
from myself.