I didn’t think that was too much to ask. I want the guy who’s going to catch me before I even begin to fall. I want the guy who’s going to answer his phone at 3:30 in the morning when I can’t sleep and I just want to talk. I want the guy who’s going to let me cry on his shoulder and ruin his favorite shirt, but he won’t care. I want the guy who’s going to put me before everyone but not his family because family always comes first. I want the guy who’s going to call me right before bed because my voice is the last thing he wants to hear before he falls asleep at night. I want the guy who sends me a text right when he wakes up: “Good morning beautiful :)”. I want the guy who’s not going to care whether I’m wearing my hair tied up, sweatpants, and a t-shirt or my hair done up, high-heels and a brand new dress I just got from Saks Fifth. I want the guy who wouldn’t ever even think about breaking my heart because it’s too fragile of a thing to ever harm. I want the guy I can trust with everything that I have. I want the guy that I can give my all to and know that I’m getting 110% back. I want the guy that will protect me and my heart with his whole being because that’s just how important I am to him. Even if I just got one of those things, above all I want the guy who won’t ever lie to me. I want the guy who would rather tell me the hardest truth over a million easy little lies. Because if he could respect me, and respect my feelings… I’m sick of feeling so unwanted and lied to. After so long, it just gets to you. Especially when the people using you and the people doing the lying are the people you were supposed to trust.