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I talked my ex boyfriend out of suicide...
I was bawling my eyes out because he still means basically everything to me
He finally gave up and said that he'd stay alive, but he was "done".
I didn't know what "done" meant until after he said it...
Done means he's going to spend hours staring at the ceiling
Done means no social life
Done means countless hours of sleeping
Done means our "friendship" is over
Done means he's only getting on for two seconds a day just to tell me he's keeping his word...but he's still "done"
Done means...
I'm going to loose sleep, cry pointless, and sit alone at night thinking it's all my fault. He's happiest with me, but for once I'm doing what's truly best for me and my future.
I can't understand why he's "done" why he just gave up...why he won't even try to get better...if not for him...then me...or his other friends...or his family...
He said it's been four years now...
I just don't know what to do anymore...I can't just let him die...and I can't let him live like this... 

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I talked my ex boyfriend out of suicide...I was bawling my eyes

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