In 10, 20, 30 years from not im gonna be married and have kids. when they get older there gonna ask me questions like" was daddy your first boyfriend" & "did you always love daddy"and im going to have to sit there and tell them the stories, the stories about the middleschool boy who was my first love, the first time he broke my heart without even going out with me. how i ended countless relationships because of him, rejeted so many guys just becasue i was in love with him.Then one day i realized i needed to move on. i needed to let a new guy into my life. thats when i met the father of my children, right after i let my first love go. but even though i will be happily married with chrildrem, my first love will always be my first love. he will always be my first heartbreak and he will always be the guy i will always 


Have feelings for