Dear
Ex,
It all
happened so fast. But it's a fading memory. I'm ready
to be friends. However, I know I really hurt you. Your not as
willing. I thought it'd be easy. Because we were friends
before, but I guess it really was deeper for you. I guess I
really did mean something so much more to you. I don't get
it. It's gonna eat me alive, that I did the completely
wrong thing. It still is, right now. Every night. I think about
how much I messed up so many friendships. OUR friendship. &
You just keep trying. & I'm hurting you more by talking
to you. While I'm " leading " another boy on.
It's messed up. Sometimes I can't deal with the
pressure. Knowing for once, I did completely the WRONG thing. I
know this should affect me more. I'm sorry it doesn't.
Highschool is just one messed up geometry puzzle of LOVE.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry you think I'm so great. When
in reality I'm so messed up. I'm more so saving you,
than myself.
-Forgive
me.
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