It hurts. It's like a stab in
the heart, knowing that I mean nothing to you anymore. You moved on
within like a day and here I am, over a month later, still wishing
you'd be mine again. I feel like you don't even know of my
existence anymore. All those nights we shared, the laughs, the
kisses, the memories, it kills me to think about them and to know
that they never cross your mind once. The fact that i doubt you
ever think of me makes me want to crawl under a rock. It makes me
feel like i meant nothing to you. But I did. I was your everything
and you told me that you loved me so much that no one could ever
love anything or anyone more. You lied. We made plans for our
future. You said we were gonna get married. You lied. All these
things..you wanted to be with me forever, you wanted to have kids
together, grow old together. We made all these plans that i still
hope happen. You don't though. You don't even talk to me
anymore. I thought you were different. I guess not. But just so you
know, i will never stop loving you. I will never give up on us,
even though you did.
It hurts. It's like a stab in the heart, knowing that I mean
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Dec 25, 2011 6:16pm
