Dear Jarid,
I miss you. Even after all of the
fighting we did, I still love you. After you texted all those other
girl asking for things, after it's been a month, and after you
called my friends scumbags, I still want you back. We used to talk
about our future everynight on the phone, for hours. I want the
future we talked about. I miss kissing you, i miss holding your
hand, i miss the way you said you love me, i miss the way you
looked in my eyes before you kissed me. I miss you and how things
were. If i could go back in my life and change anything, it would
be what happened with us. I would have made more time for you. I
would have loved even more than I do now and then if that's
even possible. I cry myself to sleep sometimes because of you. I
break down every now and again. You were the best boyfriend i ever
had minus the fights we had. My friends would kill me if they knew
i still liked you. They think I'm stupid for even talking to
you every now and then. But I miss you. So you should come back to
me. I love you, so much. I have loved you since that summer night.
We talked on facebook all day and night. You told me you loved me.
The next day, I realized I love you too. You always said we were
gonna get married and all this other stuff. You said you would love
me forever no matter what. Guess you lied. Too bad I didn't. I
meant it when i said it. I know we're just in highschool and I
knew when you said it you would change your mind. But something
kept me hanging on. Now here I am, torn to pieces, and you
don't even notice. I would give anything for you to be mine
again. Just come back to me. All will be forgiven and forgotten. We
can start over. Just let me and you be an "us"
again..forever<3.
I will love you forever and a day,
Tori
Dear Jarid, I miss you. Even after all of the fighting we did,
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Dec 23, 2011 6:50pm
