Its been two years now, Riley.
And a day doesn't go by that I
don't miss you. You were my best friend. I never
would've wished this on anyone. & I would trade places
in a second. I should be the one who fell off the boat. You
didn't deserve to die.
You were my only brother. The only one
I could make fun of and just laugh it off with. I will never
again meet someone like you. I want to laugh again with you. It
feels like a piece of me is missing.
I don't think I'm ever going to accept that your
gone.
I can't face it. The funeral was bad enough, since they
never found your body. I couldn't even look at you one more
time. I feel so guilty, because my memory
keeps fading. I have trouble remembering your face. I need to
look at pictures constantly, but it pains me.
One day,
I'll be with you again. Maybe sooner than you thought. I
don't know how I'm going to keep living without you,
Riley. People keep making fun of me for crying
so much,
but I can't help it. Everyday, I wake up and your not
there. I keep thinking I'm gonna go downstairs, and there
you will be, laughing with Dad at the kitchen table. But
you're not.
Never
again.
I love you, Riley♥
My
twin~ 10/31/96-12/8/09
sayheyilyx · 1 decade ago
this makes me want to cry. <|3
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