Dear
bestfriend,
I
hope you know that I want nothing more to be there for you when
it comes to who you love, and your problems, and everything. I
know you always want to be there for me too when I have
problems and want to talk about the person I love. But theres a
problem...and that problem is that me and you? We both talk to
eachother about the same person. At first I let you know right
away that it hurt me alot...and eventually I let it all fade. I
dont think you even see the hurt in my eyes when you talk
to me about him now, what you guys have done. It hurts me way
way way much. It hurts even more to see you two be happy with
eachother. But then again I'd rather see you two make
eachother happy then to see you sad, and him happy with another
girl. But youve done this to me before. And it kills me..the
other night when you were saying how happy you were that he was
talking to you again, I typed back with smiley faces and
laughter..but behind that screen? There was a girl who cryed
herself to sleep that night..
nmf