night, while sitting in my room, i stumbled upon my
grandmother's favorite quote
"Stand up for what's right, even if you're standing
She died more than 5 years ago.
I instantly thought of the phrase in german. that was the
first german phrase she taught me. I started balling my eyes out. I
don't know how but I realized how good I have it to some
people, and how bad I have it compared to others. That's why
people apologize for me suffering and them not helping me. People
don't understand that I don't want sympathy. I just want
people to see why I have to keep a smile on my face on most days,
but when I have a frown on my face or a tear running down my cheek,
there's something wrong.
Some of the most important people in my life understand, but other
must learn or i will snap.
But I will always honor that saying. It is my life motto. Always
has, always is.