This Will Be Very Difficult To
Admit;
I've loved you for as long as
I can remember. I wouldn't admit it to myself. I was
embarresed, I was scared, but I know you can't control who
you like. I was scared that I would get judged. I liked someone
else but, I didn't know him like i know you. He didn't
treat me the way that you treat me. He wasn't you. I never
knew why I would get jelous when others talked to you...
Finally, I admitted it even though everyone knew. I'm no
longer embarresed, I don't care what others think because
I'm sick of making choices based on others. Maybe I needed
him to hurt me in order to realize you were the one. I
don't know If i'll ever tell you but I now know how i
feel about you. I don't know if we'll ever date. I
don't know what will happen after highschool. All I worry
about now it to enjoy the time I have with you. I know one day
you'll meet another girl whose 100x prettier, 100x funnier,
100x nicer and I pray that i won't have to see that happen.
I haven't moved on from the people I used to like, I just
covered it up. I hold on to things that they don't think
twice about. Here's what I know: I love you. I'm a
sophomore; he's in 7th grade.
Age
doesn't matter...
7 faves · Nov 16, 2011 8:05pm