please read, i love you all ♥
broken heart.
i know what it's like. I know it quite well, actually.
you like him for so long, then WHAM. the best thing happens to
you;
he likes you, and you start to fall into a deeper love for him,
because FINALLY, after all this time, you get what you wished
for.
you ask God what you did to deserve something as wonderful as him
in your life.
you have your first kiss, and you're left starry-eyed for days
after.
you date, and it feels like you are in a dream the entire time.
you constantly ask yourself if it's really real.
you're parents, friends, teachers, co-workers, just can't
figure out why you're so happy.. you smile all the time, and
he's the reason.
you say you like him a lot, he replies with the same thing, and how
he is falling for you very quickly... this makes your heart beat so
fast, knowing that you're heart actually belongs to
someone.
then one day, it changes. he loses the glimmer in his eyes when he
kisses you.
he loses interest when talking to you.
you realize you may not be the number 1 in his life anymore, that
there is the possibility of him being with someone else... but you
don't want to seem needy and insane, you just go with the flow
because after all, he said he really likes you, and is falling hard
for you, so why don't you just believe him already, right?
wrong. when you realize there is another girl, it hurts. and it
hurts BAD.
you are in shock for awhile, and maybe a little angry at him.
how could he do this to you?
was it a lie the entire time?
you stay off witty for a few days, because you hate seeing all
those quotes about new boyfriends, and you still rememeber what
that first kiss was like.
you tell your friends you're mad at him, but inside you're
dying.. everything you wanted for so long and got, is gone.
it's completely out of your reach, and you feel alone.
you seem him around, and you act like you're not hurting-
because you think that's gonna make him realize how strong and
independent you are, and make him like you all over again.
in reality, no. he likes another girl, he's with another girl
now, he's over you.
you learn that you just have to pick up your life again, and keep
going.
he's just a boy. yes, a selfish boy who dropped you instead of
catching you.
but YOU'RE the strong one.
YOU'RE the one who got through this tough situation.
one day he is going to break up with his new girl, and REALIZE what
you would've done for him...
he will realize that when YOU are with another guy... not to make
him jealous, but because you are trusting guys again, and you know
you deserve 1000000 times better than the guy who broke your
heart.
please read, i love you all ♥ broken heart. i know what
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Nov 6, 2011 11:25am