we havent talked in the longest time. we talk at school but we used to text all the time. and i havent texted you in so long. i know you're just going to think of it as creepy if i text you but i just want to be able to talk to you again. talk to you like best friends. but i dont know if you are ever going to want that from me anymore. im so scared just to text you one word. three letter. im so scared of your reaction. im scared to see what you will say. i used to make up a reason to text you, but i cant even think of one where you wouldnt just wonder why i didnt ask my other friends. i need you so much right now. and i cant even tell you hey.