I've never really had you, of course I've came close. I've had nights when i thought of you, and I was almost certain you were thinking of me too. But as time went on, you started to let go. It was now when I grabbed on even tighter, assuring myself that "we" would happen. So here I am,so many days wasted on you, so many tears have been cried. As I look at you, I can't help but think that I'll never have you, since it's been this long already *