They're not
my BFFLs anymore. Irl or online, I don't have
any. They all caused too much drama, so I
just left. At first, I thought it was worth
it--less drama, more time to do
more important stuff. But now? I'm
not sure if
it's worth it. These are some of the girls that
have seen me
everyday, at my worst & at my best, and h a v e p u t u p w i
t h my drama, my gossip, my lies, my
secrets. I tried to change that, but obviously; they didn't realize that
I was serious--more serious than I ever been. But no one in our
"clique"
ever is. Ever. I thought my leaving would change
them, somehow, someway; that they would
realize that
they were wasting
away their teenage years. Afterall, if I could do
it, certainly they could do it,
too. I just can't stop. I'm so depended on them, including their own
drama, that I can't rely on
myself anymore. S o
what do I
do now ? </3
*just had to vent.
They're not my BFFLs anymore. Irl or online, I don't have any.
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