I'm so tired of your bullshit.

You make me smile & laugh like a little kid. I could tell you anything& would take
a bullet for you. When you left, I sat around crying& not wanting to care that you're
back I couldn't help but smile & want to be with you every second I could. &When you
got back, when I heard that you were around I couldn't wait to be back hugging you
and making you smile. & When we did meet up You even told me you liked me &
that you would stop this dumb sh*t for me. &September 14,that split second where you caught
me off guard &got a kiss, I could help but think this is my turn&time. You even stopped doing that.
But ever since you have been hanging out with him, it's different. You don't have time to stop
by at 11 at night to hang out for five minutes, I haven't gotten a phone call in weeks or a text,
I don't even know if you kept that promise . Even when I do get one it's you wanting money
for that dumb sh*t. I thought that for some dumb reason , I could change you & that you would be
here right next me. I don't know why I even thought that or why i'm surprised you
stopped calling. I don't even know why I thought I could even help you, but I know if
you ever need me, I'll be sitting right here waiting for your call.