Hi, Mommy. I’m your
baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few
weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon,
though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My
name is Angel and i'm a girl, and I’ve got beautiful
brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet,
but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your
only child, and you’ll call me your one and only.
I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each
other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out
about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you
couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all
day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful
smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my
life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were
so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t
happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think
that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about
something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I
don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy,
though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy.
He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands
flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very
sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a
sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel
good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he
hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not
sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves
you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it,
Mommy. Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little
bit bigger, and you’re so proud of me! You went out
with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so
happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful
voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when
I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So
safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will
be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will
love you with all of my heart. I can move my hands and feet
now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your
belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy. Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got
really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t
talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I
don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he
hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise
I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you.
Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a
good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he
said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why
doesn’t he like me, Mommy? You didn’t talk to
me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay? It’s been
three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to
me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you
still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel
sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep
funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with
your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t
you do that when you’re awake, any more? I’m 21
weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me?
We’re going somewhere today, and it’s somewhere
new. I’m excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I
want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you
that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t
wait. …Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart
is still beating, but I don’t know what you are
thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something’s going to happen soon. I’m really,
really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me.
Then I will feel safe again. I love you! Mommy, what are
they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them
stop! Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in
heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and
they said it’s called an abortion. Why, Mommy? Why
did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did
you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry
if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love
you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What
did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live,
Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you
enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to
live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow
up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want
you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry
if I did something wrong. I love you! I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just… One more heart that was
stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands
that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak. know
what?
Abortion should be
illegal.
It's killing an innocent
human being.
Isn't that already
illegal?
To those who are 'Pro Choice',
Did the baby have a
choice?
Sorry, just speaking
truth.
NMF
3 faves · 4 comments · Sep 26, 2011 4:23pm
followthesefootsteps
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1 decade ago
Yikes forgot I asked.
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KatSaysRawrr
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1 decade ago
PREACH rachellll
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Rachel*
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1 decade ago
Abortion is a decision, and should stay that way. What if you were , what if you can't afford to keep the baby. Abortion should NEVER be illegal.
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alyssaxxx · 1 decade ago
i cant even read this!!!!!!!!
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