Honest Lies

Why does everything seem to go wrong?
I try to keep a good face,
I do my best to stay strong
It’s just so hard when you’re constantly
Feeling you have to lie
About your life and why you cry
I feel like I should hide all my pain
And everything buried deep in me
Do you know how this feels?
I’ve never felt something this cold
You might say “I know exactly how you feel”
But you never will, at least not for real
You’ll never feel the pain hidden deep in me
Not until you look through my eyes and see what I see
My heart feels so empty and full of pain
The fear hurts, and the loneliness builds
Making anger towards myself hard to maintain