I need to get this out. Now.
My anxiety is
going crazy with school starting tomorrow. And on top of all
that, I got into a fight today. With my old
bestfriend. I'm pretty sure she hates me now,
because it all started when I kept posting statuses about me
hating everyone on facebook. Which is 90% true, but the
other 10%, are my friends. My seriously. 10 friends. I went on
oovoo
with one of my guy friends ( we don't like
eachother ) and I cried. I cried so much. Luckily,
he is funny so he got me smiling in no time. I'm so scared
for school now, because a lot of kids find me annoying. I will
like a status as in, a rate, or something like that, and I get
no wall post. I have, what, one friend who moved to a
neighboring state, and I feel like we're drifting apart,
one friend in a grade above me, and she is now going into the
high school, while, I'm still in the jr. high ( going into eighth
grade ). I cannot sleep, because I feel sick to my stomach, for
different reasons, not having a fever or disease though. Today,
I woke up to a bad day. When I woke up, I had a fight with my
parents, because of my anxiety about not getting my nails
filled in ( dramatic, i know. ) and I went in my backyard and
cried. I was also going shopping today, for school supplies,
shirts, and shoes, since I have no shoes, new shirts, or school
supplies. So now I'm here stressing out over basically
noting. I feel so out of place. I needed to get this out. If
anyone actually read to this point, I will
SOOOO
promote you ( if you don't know what that is, comment on
this ) and follow & fave all your quotes. Just comment
telling me. Thank you so much for reading
<3
8 faves · 6 comments · Sep 1, 2011 3:31am
fameandfortune
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1 decade ago
i actaully made this account to reply to you:) first of all, dont get too upset with what happened with your parents, im sure they are already over it. school gets everyone anxious-its only normal for you to get stressed. as for your friend, im sure that she will understand it was only for a joke and forgive you in no time. just go get your supplies so that you are prepared and then go to school smiling and chatting people up. everyone will be talking about how their summers went. good luck:)
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_KennedieLee
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1 decade ago
if your nervous about starting eighth grade, it isn't bad at all! I promise. and don't worry about what other people think of you, the only person you need to get ahead in life is yourself. and I bet your teachers are really cool too, so make friends with that, there's no shame in that, last year, my science and social studies teachers were like my bestfriends, they were like my own personal counselors, I ate lunch in their rooms everyday, and when I had problems they totally helped out. and i totally understand what you're going through, I, myself have really bad anxiety and I get anxious about the most random things. don't think you're dramatic, you just can't help it. just take a breather.. close your eyes, and count numbers till your calm. that's what I do
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Donzii
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1 decade ago
Try to calm down. Take deep breaths. Don't worry about school. Witty is here for you. If you feel like you have no friends or that everyone hates you. It's not true. The friend you were talking to on ooVoo cheered you up and he seems like a true friend. If you ever need to talk. I'm here for you =)
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ScarsMeanEverything
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1 decade ago
Dont worry , It will be okay. Just act like the new kid , Talk to a few people not be so clingy . And what is promote O_O :'] Good Luck , And I'm going into 8th grade too :']
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emsy_thompson
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1 decade ago
Aww I feel so sorry for you! xxxx I hope it gets better x
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Gryffinwhore · 1 decade ago
awww you're ALL way too sweet for commenting ♥ I Promoting is where I make a quote telling people to follow you all, with your links (: It's mainly on tumblr, but I can do it on here :D And I will promote you all once I'm done reading and replying to these comments, so don't worryy (:
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