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I know it's not pretty. But please read.
I've been considering things. Like cutting and suicide. But the one thing keeping me alive is my own self. I don't want to hurt anyone else, especially this guy. He's the most amazing person in the world. I love him so much, but he broke my heart. He didn't mean to, and its not like he's a player. He's strong, caring, loving, and he still loves me. He told me, and I believed him when he kissed me and said how much he missed me. I'm sure you're wondering why he misses me, or why we aren't together anymore. The reason is that my mom won't let me see him. I guess she doesn't realize how much its killing me. I was with him on Friday, August 5th. That's the day he kissed me and whispered in my ear how much he loved me, and how much he missed me. The next day he realized he couldn't do it, he couldn't do it anymore. He said he realized yesterday, kissing me was a mistake. He wants to more than anything but he can't. And I think I agree. Kissing him makes my heart hurt more, even hugging him. I feel if I let him go, I'll just disappear into nothing but pain. And I think that is something I've already accomplished.
If you read all of this, I really appreciate it. I usually bottle up what I'm feeling but its too much now. The pain, its too much.

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I know it's not pretty. But please read. I've been considering

2 faves · 3 comments · Aug 7, 2011 1:41pm

LettuceandMedusa

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BananaPhoneHoeeee · 1 decade ago
don't kill yourself. I really do hope this comment helps. I don't want anyone to kill themselves.
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Rheinisdead · 1 decade ago
Please love, Don't cut, it's a drug, once you start you can't stop, or at least it's really hard. Talk to your friends, family, or even me. I'm hereā™„ I know what it's like. and i'm so sorry you feel the way you do, because I know it's the worst feeling in the world. and if you go, everyone you know will wish you haddn't everyone will miss you. don't doubt that for a second.
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aavparty3790 · 1 decade ago
awhh thats so sad!! :( please dont cut urself or commit suicide. if you dont then there could still be a chance of you & him but if you commit suicide you'll have to wait longer. maybe you should also talk to your mom and tell her how much its killing you. mayb you should even tell her that its killing you so much ur considering all this horrible stuff. if you need me im here for you :)<3
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