the one thing I’m scared most about right now is that I’ll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a beat every second of the day. Having him there to hug, to hold and to kiss makes everything seem so perfect. He’s the one who makes me want to wake up in the morning, makes me feel like going to school and to stay awake at night. I smile and laugh every second I’m with him and it feels like time just stops when he’s there with me. I cherish the time I spend with him now because who knows if something would ever happen to break us apart. All I really want is him to be with me for me, not for something more. This is the first time I feel that I can’t screw this up because if I do, I know he’ll just leave and I’m not letting this one go because he’s real, the one that understands me out of every guy out there that I’ve ever met or known. I’m scared to get hurt again. Too many tears lost and too much time wasted. I hope that he’s the boy that’s going to be there for me always. The one who actually keeps his word and promises