i waited for you.
i waited for you day and night. i didn't sleep, i
waited. i waited for you to change your mind. hoping you were
okay, driving myself crazy trying to think up
some way to say sorry. to apologize. maybe it was something i
said; something i did to make you
leave like that. pack up and go. without a warning. you don't know what that
feels like, being abandoned by the only person you thought you could ever
depend on. you don't. you've always had someone by your
side. i never had that until you. but then you left,
you took everything from me. you stripped me from my life. you
left me with nothing. nothing to call my own. i lost myself. i died.
for a few months i died. so please, don't you ever make it
seem like you can walk in and out of my life whenever you
please. whenever it's convenient
to you. i won't
let you destroy me again. i won't let
you.
