Today my brother noticed the cuts
on my wrist.
(My wrist looks horrible.)
He told my mom about it and she forced me
to show her my wrist and she started crying...
which made me cry.
Let me just say I have never regretted a decision so much in my
life.
I have never been so sorry about something I have done.
I feel ashamed of the way I handled my emotions,
I feel ashamed about everything.
My mom hasn't been there for me for the past 5 years;
I see her once a month if I'm lucky,
and we don't talk much.
When she was crying,
I couldn't tell who she was blaming or disappointed in
more;
me or herself.
I was selfish to cut myself.
I am never going to do it again.
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