my dog died this morning.
i know, i know. this isnt something you guys want to read, but she was my bestfriend. she was always the one by my side if i was crying. she was the glue in our family. she kept us together. my brother cried when we had to put her down. he's 17. he's the big tough guy. to see him cry, broke my heart. she was his best friend. she was all he would talk about. he truely loved her. no one was with her when she was sick. my parents were camping, i was at my cousins house, and my brother was at his friends house. my grandma was with her when she needed someone there. it kills me to think about it. my parents came home early and brought her to the vet. they did tests and they found out that she was bleeding internally and had cancer. they couldnt do anything to help, so they had to put her down. i miss her so much. if your still reading this, i love you. if not, i dont balme you, this isnt a quote. but i needed to vent. 

i love you belle. you'll never be forgotten. <3