Please read
this...
Are you thinking about suicide? Thinking about how, if you killed
yourself, nobody would care? Think again. If you kill yourself you
will change somebodies world. That’s right. They will see
everything differently. Just hearing your name will burn their mind
with memories. They wont be able to go near where you lived, even
your town will hold memories. Listening to the radio they’ll
hear that song, remember,that song you sang with them once?
They’ll step past your locker every day and wonder why you
are not there. Why are you not there?? Do you want to be
responsible for your family members, the people who love you,
crying every night? For your sisters or brothers losing part of who
they are? Your suicide is going to effect most deeply those who
care about you most. That’s not right... One of your friends
may break down, and just like you, their world will be dark. The
pain you are in is awful, but why pass it on to hundreds of people
around you, when you could try your hardest to work through it?
Your family will be paranoid. Suddenly everyone will be talking
about them. Do you want to be known as ‘the kid who killed
themselves?’ People you never knew will be crying when they
hear what you’ve done. Yes, they will be effected. Everyone
around you will stop and think ;; “was there something i
could have done?” Suddenly the people of your world are dying
with guilt. All those little hints you gave, they’ll remember
them. Oh yes, and it will torture them all the time. Your friends
will think of suicide. Your closest friends are likely to go into a
depression like the one that claimed your life. How will they cope,
without you? This will break them, for the rest of their lives. And
lets not forget the people who will plan your funeral. Your closest
friends and family picking out songs for you, photos of you. Crying
all the night before, and all the day of your funeral. And all the
night after. In fact, they will cry now more than you ever did.
Could they have saved you? They’ll be angry. Oh yes. Why
didn’t you tell them? They loved you. And now it’s too
late. They’ll be angry with you because they know, they know
you could have gotten through it. Then they’ll be angry with
themselves because they may have been able to save you if only they
knew.. And one day, one day years from now, they’ll remember
you. They will all still remember you. The girl that sat up the
front of your class; she’ll remember you. The bus driver you
saw every morning; he’ll remember you. That little girl you
sat with on the bus once, The kid you leant money to at the shop,
all your siblings friends, the people that you dont see, but that
see you everyday they will all remember you. And every single one
of them will wonder; why? But imagine your family. You are part of
them. Without you, something is missing. If you killed yourself
then part of them dies too. They are incomplete. Every family
gathering will be missing something. The photos on the wall are
suddenly all cold reminders of what you did. Who goes through your
bedroom? Who cleans out your locker? Who calls the school to tell
them one of their students has died? .. Who tells the students? Who
calls the funeral directors? Who arranges a coffin for you? Who
calls your best friend to tell them you’re dead?? Who finds
you? Please, there are other ways out. I know sometimes the
struggle is very, very hard. But it’s not worth giving up on
life. Life is all we have, life is everything. Its the beautiful
moments, and the sad ones. Please, don’t give up on all those
around you. You can make it through. My teacher said this about her
father, who commited suicide: “I understand that the pain is
overwhelming, but I will never forgive him for the pain he has
caused others. It was just selfish. If you kill yourself you spread
the suffering among thousands of people, it doesn’t only
affect those around you but everyone who has ever come in contact
with you..” Please, keep fighting. You can get through this
and see that there is life after what you’re facing now. It
may be hard, but you’ll get there, and when you do you will
appreciate it so much more.. I understand that most people know
that suicide effects others, but please keep this in mind if
you’re ever feeling so low. Give people the chance to help
you.
i'm posting this again because everyone needs to read
it.
ambershoutsnever · 1 decade ago
I only read the first 3 lines... I couldn't finish because its all so true. When he passed on.. </3
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