love letter for him:
dear justin; ive known you since elementary school and who wouldve known you mean this much to me? i thought you were really weird back then. in 8th grade, we became bestfriends. i told you everything & you told me everything. little did i know, you liked me all year. you asked me out in 8th grade and i said no because we were so close. 9th grade in the beginning of the year, you asked me out again and i said no. then after christmas break i saw you after school and we talked forever. and at that very moment, i knew there was something about you. after that day we started texting more and we hung out more. my mom took you home from school alot of days and you and my mom formed a close relationship. you asked me out again but my dad was being all weird and wouldnt let me date you. i regret not fighting for you every single day. i know you dont beleive me, but i do. you have a new girlfriend now and it hurts me so much to see you guys together. you have no idea. i had a boyfriend, but i broke up with him. you were really mad when you found out we were dating.  no one compares to you. we werent even dating, but we sure acted like it. i got over you around christmas break this year, then i saw you at a christmas bonfire party. we flirted all night. all my friends thought that party was lame, i didnt at all. we just sat there and talked all night. you picked me up over your shoulder fireman style. at that moment, i wasnt over you anymore. you had a girlfriend and there was nothing i can do. you and your girlfriend finally* broke up and we were talking again. then you got another girlfriend and shortly after i got another boyfriend. i once again broke up with him after about a month because no one compared to you. and they never will. everyone says i should get over you, but i cant. its so hard. i have confidence that there will be an 'us' again. maybe this year..  ? please.