My
eyes sting;
as the tears falll one by one. Every thought I ever had about you
rushes
through my head. I wonder why I ever let myself fall after
telling myself
not to. How could I? How could I trust you or anyone for that
matter.
I knew you'd end up like everyone else. Nothing was right,
but I
conviced myself everything was perfect. You changed,
everything
we had faded. Now that I look back, the memories were the
only
thing keeping me from letting go. When I remembered them, I
didn't
want to let go because I didn't want to let go of you. But
its not you
anymore. You changed and I just dont want to be with this new
person.
So this time Im leaving without a word, theres no goodbyes. I
just cant,
because I know if I tell you goodbye, it'll end up with us
talking about
missing eachother and ill backout. I just want you to know, ill
miss you
more than you will ever know. And I never wanted it to end like
this.
But it
did.