One Day
I spend my days sitting and crying. Not smiling, and having fun. I try so hard to be this perfect girl but no one notices. I want someone to be there for me, to make me feel better when im having one of those days. I want someone to tell me im lovely when im feeling insecure and i want someone to make sure im always happy. Every second i waste upset is a moment of happiness i will never regain. Lifes hard when you have no one. No one to say ‘Im proud of you’ or ‘Ill always be there, promise.’ Sometimes id like to know what its like to have someone say that because deep down im just a girl who wants to be loved and noticed. My outside appearance is a smile and cheerful laugh but inside im dying, im crying, im sad. I try and act strong to help people who need me but it gets hard and challenging. I see people i know pass me and i wish i had their perfect lifestyle. This might all change, ill never know because right now i feel so low from everyone else. Maybe one day.