I'm always there for everybody else. No matter what the situation. Now that i've hit rock bottom, nobody's here for me. Not even the person i thought i could talk to about everything. I started venting, and then he stopped answering my texts, and hasn't answered me in a week.
Nobody even knows how bad i feel all the time. There's so much going on in my life that nobody even knows about. They all think that I'm happy and i act upset for attention cause i always end up smiling. If anybody actually took the time to talk to me, they would realize that there's more going on that what you see on the surface. Nobody cares about me, and i just don't know what to do. I'm not the best at opening up, because every time i do, the person ends up leaving. I'm just so done with everything.


  if you read that thankks.