What I feel
Deep inside,
I can't reach
No matter how hard i try

I can't see
I can't feel
I thought what we had
Was innocently real.

I have a whole life waiting for me
And I know this is true
So why can't I move on,
just As Easy as you?

I know it's my fault
That i can see
But when I'm with you,
I can just be me

Your smile is a gift
sent Straight down from the skies
And your eyes, they sparkle
It hurts to know everything was lies.

Right at the moment
When I looked at you
You said you felt something
 Was that even true?

If you loved me,
you would have fought for me
Not just leave me here
struggling to breathe.

I've changed
And it's really terrifying
because every chance I get
Someone finds me crying

I'm suffering so badly,
for doing what I thought was right
you've moved on
And I'm left to cry alone, throughout the night

I'll get through this
And I'll have persevere
I have little to gain
But much to fear

Though this love
Was true to me
I realize all you ever wanted
Was to set me free

I made a mistake
And now you're with someone else
You've put me somewhere
Upon a dark, hidden shelf

Away from your heart
Away from your mind
You won't give me another chance
And sadly, I'm dying

I know i can move on
But i don't want too
Because When I said, "Iloveyou<3"
It was actually true....