I can't even look at the girl I used to call my best friend anymore.
She's beautiful.
But she's suicidal because of me.
I'm so ashamed of myself because of it.
Today;
After play practice,
I was on the bench in the hallway, waiting for my friend,
And she came out, we were the only 2 in the hallway.
I'm not sure if she knew if I was there,
But I hid.
As she went to her locker I sat there invisibly, and cried.
I cried the entire way home.
I love you, Gabby, I'm sorry.