How many times do I need to tell you I’m sorry? I’m sorry for what I put you through yesterday, I’m sorry for stressing you out, I’m sorry for ruining your night, I’m sorry for making you feel like you were going to be sick. I’m sorry for making you worry about me, I’m sorry for everything. Trust me, if I could I would just erase yesterday completely.  I know you said for me to stop apologizing…but, I can’t. What I did wasn’t fair at all to you. It wasn’t fair to anyone, I was only thinking about myself, I wasn’t thinking about what my action would of done, I wasn’t thinking about how much I would hurt you if I was gone…how much it would ruin your life, or anyone’s. I’m so sorry Frank, I really really am. I know I can’t promise you, I won’t promise you that this won’t ever happen. I don’t want to break another promise to you again. I told you I would try my hardest, to fight these “feelings”, and I will. I know that I can never tell you, you asked me never to get you involved again, and if that’s what you want then that’s whats gonna happen. I’m so sorry Frank, I’m so so sorry.