Haylie;
My
heart was beating a mile per minute, my throat felt rounded
up, my eyes were blurred by tears & my mind was about to
explode anytime soon now.
And so it did, along
with the floodgates.
In a matter of seconds, just from the shock
& happiness of the situation, tears welling in my eyes
had already began pouring down my cheeks, sloping down my
chin & finally dripping onto the duvet on top of me. I
looked down, afraid of seeing his reaction after I had let
him down. A huge fan like me can only keep such overwhelming
emotions inside for so long.
My sight was so blurred at the moment, I
hadn't even acknowledged that Justin's mother, Pattie
was standing behind Justin as she made a motion for Justin to
move forward.
And without a second thought, he did.
That's where all the emotions I've kept
inside of me suddenly took control, like a river starting to
flood - when he took those two warm arms of his and wrapped
them around me. Gently enough to give me space but tight
enough to assure me that he was there; as he gently pushed me
against his toned chest.
"It's going to be alright," He
whispered over my sobs, gently rubbing circles on one of my
hands & rubbing my back while I heard Pattie's
footsteps in the distance; most likely leaving the room to
give us space. Then, - and I am not joking - he started to
sing, for me, one of the songs I'd always listen to when
I could feel my heart breaking. "It's a big, big
world, it's easy to get lost in it." His angelic
voice rang in the room, only making my sobs grow as it always
did. Because I guess that was what I did, I got lost in this
big world.
His voice cracked slightly, as if this were
actually affecting him just as much as it were to me.
"You've always been my girl, oh & I'm not
ready to call it quits."
He pulled away from the hug gently, at a
distance where we could see each other closely. He pulled my
chin up, wiped away my tears and looked at me with so much
intensity it was as if he was looking underneath all the
scars and suicidal thoughts but deep into my soul.
"We can make the sun shine in the
moonlight, we can turn the grey clouds into blue skies. I
know it's hard, but baby believe me." He
continued.
Whenever I burst into tears, all people have ever
done was either looked at me like I was a lost puppy dog,
laughed and made a funny remark or even yelled at me
disapprovingly. But not once has anyone ever held me &
told me that things were going to be okay - because really,
that was all a lonely girl like me ever needed.
"Baby we can go nowhere but up, from here,
my dear..." His voice barely a whisper.
Slowly, I felt the weight of my tired
eyes begin to take over and before I knew it, I suddenly
found myself drifting off to sleep, with Justin's angelic
voice serenading me. Never have I ever felt so
comfortable & safe in someone's arms in my entire
life. Being held by him, out of the seven millions of other
more important fans there were, I realized then & there
that there really was hope at the end of the
day.
Chapter
5
Aww Isnt Justin Such An
Effing Sweetie Pie(;
nothingwithoutyou_x · 1 decade ago
Ahhw this is like ahmasing. I love love love this, moree pleaseee.(:
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