i never really asked for much; once or twice i may have asked for your love & respect, but you never gave me that. you'd talk to me when i was upset, sure. but how many times have you said you'd always be there for me? none that i can count. so i guess i can't be upset that your not a part of my life anymore. i guess you've given up, you've had enough; but i want more. we haven't talked in the longest time; i don't really want to see you ever again. i don't know where we left off, we had such a confusing relationship and it's finally done. i don't need you, i'm fine without you. yeah there are those rainy days where all i want to do is sit in my bed and talk to you, but i can't. i've had enough and i need to move on. i'll always love you but i have to pretend your pretty much dead, your out of my life. hopefully one day you'll be in my life again.


...xo