idontknowwhattodo.
im driving myself insane and i keep thinking im better off dead. i
would never commit suicide but i would never be able to do it with
all the guilt. i wish id "accidently" get hit by a bus or
get cancer because the people who suffer this deserve to live much
more than i do. they deserve to have happy and healthy lives, i
dont. and i probably sound like a selfish assholee for talking like
this because you may know someone who has died from something and i
probably sound selfish for wanting this to end and im sorry. im
sorry. im sorry. the only person who bothered to notice was my
global teacher in the hallway during lunch. she asked what was
wrong yesterday and i said im fine but she didnt believe me and she
was with all these people...i couldnt talk to her. she asked again
today and she was alone so i told her a little but i started crying
so she just gave me a hug. then someone else came up to her and our
convo dropped. i felt appreciated. im going crazy and i dont
know whats the point anymore..to anything. all hope is
lost.
if you actually read this..iloveyou.
idontknowwhattodo. im driving myself insane and i keep thinking
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Mar 4, 2011 9:52pm
