I'm so sorry.
I know you won't even read this but I wish you would.
I didn't mean to break your heart, & I feel so bad. [ x ]
[x] I wish we could be friends the way we were before,
but I'm not so naive as to believe that will happen. __
__ I still like you, just not as much. We both knew we
were slipping & it would never ever be the same. <<<
>>>Why didn't I see it before? I'm sorry you thought
we would last forever, & I'm sorry I never told you      
     I didn't have faith in us. I am so sorry I lead you on.
[ I feel like a horrible person & I cannot even express ]
{ how apologetic I feel,  but the only thing I can say is }
I'm so sorry.