Hello
My name is Emilee and I have recently stopped caring what people
think of me. To be honest no one is my true friend anymore.
Everyone one of them have talked about me behind my back. I might
have one or two that haven't talk stuff. I have also recently
started swearing more and more. Idgaf anymore. I have lost all the
people that I have cared most about. They have all up and left me
to fend for myself. I know everything happens for a reason. Wanna
know why I am never happy? Because my life is screwed up. I am
losing my grandpa to cancer. I no longer want anything to do with
him because he has cut me out of his life. I am losing friends left
and right. I know my life isn't as bad as some people out
there, but I am still unhappy.
My family means the world to me. I would do anything for them. I
walk around with a FAKE
smile. I have changed over the last few years. I have grown up. I
have a god daughter that I need to take care of. I need to be
responsible. I need to be a role model for my little
cousins/sister. I lie about me being okay truth is most of the time
something is bothering me, could be a little thing like I failed a
test or something. I am here for anyone that needs help. uhm
I can have fun without drinking and smoking. I WILL NEVER IN MY
LIFE SMOKE OR DO DRUGS. those are not for me.
Okayy well thanks for reading this....bye.
Hello My name is Emilee and I have recently stopped caring what
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Jan 30, 2011 5:50pm