I sit here in front of this computer screen.
remembering how i used to sit here all the time.
talking to you all the time.
but now i can't even think to sit here without thinking of you.
it's been almost 2 years since I've last spoken to you.
and i think it's quite sad.
it's no one's fault to why it's like this.
it was an accident you see.
you were going four wheeling.
and "be safe" were the first things that came out my mouth.
but i think we know what happens next.
you ended up going to the hospital.
i remember this day like it was yesterday.
it was the most heartbreaking day of my life.
as soon as i found out, i dropped to the floor and started freaking out.
the next day i wake up with the feeling as if something is going to happen.
i was hoping to hear you were fine.
but i heard otherwise.
there you were an angel.
my GuardianAngel.
and 'til this very day, i still love you.
i have this hole in my chest where it's icy and cold.
it's where you were and still are.</3

 R.I.P Zac.
3.24.95-1.3.09</3
Pink+Blue=forever&+always.
i love you baby.
meet you at the cross-roads.
everyday I'm getting stronger.