Have you ever felt forgotten?
Like
everyone around you can't see you? Like people avoid you?
Exclude you? Or just forgot you were there? It's
the worst feeling possible. Watching everyone
make nice all around you and not being part of any of it. You see
people writing their names together surrounded
by hearts and smiley faces,
promising a friendship that lasts forever. And yet, your name
is never there. You hear people making plans for
Friday night, the Saturday night sleep over, but
you're never invited. You stand on the
outside looking in, catching bits and pieces of crazy memories
that you've never witnessed. You sit at home
alone listening to your music while holding your phone close.
Hoping. Waiting. Wishing that
someone, ANYONE,
would think of you and text you. But you're always sadly
disappointed in the end. You try to start a conversation, but
only get the cold shoulder, or a wicked look of disbelief and are
left there looking like a lost soul. And every night, you lay
there in bed with the covers up to your chin, your iPod playing
your favorite song, fighting to hold
back that one little tear, and just think to
yourself...
What's wrong with me?
Most of the credit goes to
blondiee23. i just changed the fade. but yeah credit to her, i
just really liked it. it's basically the story of my
life... :/
