Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.
Check fourteen again.
Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.
I wish I could be self confident. I wish I could be pretty. I
wish I could be smart. i wish I could be funny. I wish I could be
loved. I wish I could be popular. I wish I could be anyone but
who I am.
Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind. (Good Or Bad.)
I hate you led me to believe everything that you said. I hate how
you are always on my mind no matter how hard I try not to think
about you, you always reappear. I wish I could just forget you.
But at the same time, I know I could never do that because some
of my best memories were with you and I know I don't wanna
forget them, no matter how fake they turned out to be. I loved
you with my whole heart, every single piece. Good thing you
didn't feel the same way...(Day 7 &' 12)
Day 20 - The One That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.
And you know what else? You are just like me. Your insecure.
Afraid of getting hurt. Because of that one girl. She hurt you
and the way it made you feel, you never wanted to feel that way
again. You felt empty, lost, like you were nothing, not
important, like there was no reason for you to exist. So you
decided that now instead of dedicating yourself to one girl,
you'd have tons and you'd say the same things to all of
them and pretend that you loved them more than the world just
because then they would fall for you just as hard as they thought
you were falling for them. They would make you feel loved, and
because you had so many of them, when you lost one, it didn't
hurt. Because you still had all the others, so you just
didn't care. But guess what, it kills them. Remember how you
felt when that girl hurt you? Thats how your making all these
other girls feel when they find out all these things about you.
Does that make you feel better ? Complete ? I hope so. (Days 7,
12, and 19).
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