It's called love;)108
 
To my beautiful girl Natalie,
Hi baby, I’m so glad you looked here. This is the first of quite a few notes. I know how much you love P.S. I Love You and I just couldn’t leave you by yourself so I decided to write you little love notes and inspirational notes to keep you going. Please don’t go find them all in one day. They might take some time to find but some are quite obvious but I had to hide them to where no one could find them. Some are very spread out, some are very close. I love you so much baby. I hope you are doing okay. Now listen if you already read the letter I gave you for after the funeral, then I know you know everything, if you didn’t then it’s okay baby just take your time. It’s going to be okay, you will be okay. I will always be here for you, no matter what, I love you so very much! I am going to start you off easy and as we closer to the end they get harder to find. Try to find this one in a couple days. By couple I mean two or more days, not one. We need to space these out. I love you so very much. Remember how beautiful you are, please don’t ever forget it. Don’t stop being you, remember how much I love your laugh? I wanna keep hearing it. Eat alottt of ice cream, take some time off from school and slow down a little, don’t rush this. Use this time to cry, because if you don’t cry you will change how amazing you are. Now remember when we first came home after this summer? Where did we go? What did we sway back and forth on? Ahhh it’s already 2:30?! You’ll be here in 5 minutes or less! I gotta go, but Natalie Rae, you can get through this.
<3 Sam
 
 
As much as I wanted to, I can’t read that letter he wrote me. Not yet. I can’t go on a high speed search for all of these letters he wrote me. I put the letter in a box that I have put all of Sam’s stuff in, then I went to go get ready. I brushed my teeth, took a shower, put my hair in a ponytail and went to make Justin’s favorite breakfast, chocolate chip pancakes, bacon, with one dippy egg and toast. I got it all ready, and made it look pretty then I poured a glass of orange juice and carried it up to him. I walked in, put the food and juice on the nightstand, and closed the door. I hopped into bed to cuddle with him. He didn’t wake up when I hopped in so I gently tickled his nose with my index finger. He slowly opened his eyes to peek. Then he smiled and rolled over to stretch.
 
Justin: well good morning again!
Me: I made you some breakfast!
Justin: no way!
Me: your favorite!
Justin: will you share it with me?
Me: I am not hungry..sorry
Justin: well too bad you’re eating some of this!
Me: so we both can have food poisoning?! I think not!
Justin: come on just a little please.
Me: alright alright fineee!