I remember when we first started talking.

Oh, the things you said and the things you did... You made me fall for you.
Completely.
After a while, we just stopped talking. You seemed to talk less and less and I thought you didn't like me anymore.
I thought I didn't like you, either.
But I still did.
So I started talking to you again.
You seemed a bit different, but then, you started saying all those things to me again.
I realized that I never stopped liking you.
Hell, what am I talking about?
I never stopped loving you.
And then came that one particular night.
We we're talking again. You seemed a bit happier than usual.
Then I noticed, that this one girl from my class had your picture in her msn.
What the hell? Why does she have your picture?
About an hour later, my best friend started talking to me.
& she wrote me the words I have dreaded to hear for so, so long.

"They're dating."

I could feel tears welling up in my eyes.
I started crying like a complete baby.
Then, after a while, I calmed down. I thought, "thank god! at least now i don't have to wonder if he likes me anymore! i'll get over him easily."
It's like I didn't realize what had happened.
The next day, I saw pictures of him and her together, holding each other.

& at that exact moment, I could literally feel my heart
break.

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True. </3
This actually happened to me.
I know it's long and not that pretty, but...
I just needed to vent.
And you guys, who took the time to read this:
Thank you. ♥